While feeling insignificant and depressive after having broken my leg again in 2017, by far my biggest strugle of the decade, most of it due to reliving trauma in my head fed by the continous abandon, and at these times very few close friends capable of dealing with my tears.

In the middle of the healing process I started this painting with the commitment of resurrecting the positive in me, something very difficult to be done in the third month of the bone consolidation, so it became a challenge for me where in the same time I was being rejected by family and people I thought I could count with at least a visit in some shitty moments.

Have in mind this board was a 50x90cm 2kg piece of pure wood. I had blood thirsty eyes for this painting, everyday I prepared some very watery acrilyc colors to throw on the wood. The waiting time of drying was around 6 hours where I had time enough to witness the waters dry up and turn into stains, seeking for answers for all the questions in my life.
In the begining I didn't know where I belong, but the abstract process of this painting made me go deep in the search of why the fuck all my friends were gone.

So when I got into this cold place where I was alone in a corner overthinking, "if I join all the pieces of my body and paste one by one together again, maybe in that case I will show myself stronger than ever", I saw the recognition I´d get, and it would be the fakeness poison I didn't want to drink.

This painting was stolen from me in 2019.

Sizes:

A3
27,3 x 52,9 CM
A2

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